10/24/2024
A little backstory: In late winter of 2024 I began doing an exploration of my consciousness while in meditation. I go into meditation for around 2 hours every morning and I began by using a self-hypnosis method that I created for myself which utilizes QHHT) to guide me into deep levels of meditation/trance. I would attempt to reach the deepest possible states that I could, on my own. Once these states were reached I would act a practitioner to myself and begin to mentally ask questions of this “space” that I was in. Surprisingly, I began to get answers. This was my meditation journey through spring.
Around the end of spring I began to get curious and started asking deeper and deeper questions about consciousness and the nature of reality. Needless to say, consciousness and the nature of reality are 2 of my fascinations, along with our human evolution (the awakening process)
I quickly noticed that when I would come out of these trance meditations, a lot of the information that I gleamed was gone. Whatever part of the brain or consciousness that I was accessing didn’t have a strong hold on my memory. So, I began opening my eyes and writing down everything that I could remember and then going back into meditation for some more. This process. became cumbersome so I switched to opening up my phone and videoing myself explaining what just came through. Then closing it and going back into trance. I played with this process through the summer and have collected over 300 videos, explaining this FACINATING information to the best of my ability.
Most of this information would come through with these archetypal visuals or sometimes a knowing that I would then attempt to write out or explain. I realized that this was a process my 3D brain was utilizing to take information that is far too “out there” for me to comprehend, and breaking it down into something that the brain could digest. Sometimes, if the information was interesting enough, I would share the videos on social media but most of the videos are just sitting on my computer hard drive…all 346 of them!
In the spring of 2024 I became a Soul Speak practitioner. I also began utilizing the Soul Speak method in my own daily life, including these deep trance meditations. I would ask my body about certain ailments I was experiencing and would receive direct guidance about my life journey. I also began attending monthly meetings with Julia Cannon and the Soul Speak moderators (level 3 QHHT practitioners). During these meetings we would ask questions, discuss the method AND Julia and the moderators would do live Soul Speak session demonstrations. I have been lucky enough to be a guinea pig in 2 of these meetings. What I noticed that started the process of moving toward channeling was that the moderators not only ask my higher self guidance about specific parts of the body that were ailing me, they would also address the emotions that I was feeling; directing asking the disappointment or the sadness what they wanted me to know. I was surprised, though shouldn’t have been, that these answers cam through quickly, directly and clearly. I knew this had to do with my deep trance journeys every morning. I was opening up my guidance and intuitive abilities!
“Is this channeling?” I wondered.
This got me thinking; it I could connect with and receive guidance from my emotions this had to be because everything is energy and everything is made up of consciousness. EVERYTHING. What was keeping me from asking even deeper questions and accessing even deeper parts of our realty? And even better, while having these sessions I noticed that I was speaking out the answers of the questions that I was being asked. “Is this channeling?” I wondered.
That question was all it took. In October of 2024 I began to speak out the guidance I was receiving in my daily trance meditations AS I was receiving it. the whirlwind that followed was one of excitement and synchronicities. The very first day that I finally figured out how to set up a camera to record my mediations I saw running numbers on the clock for the whole day. 11:11, 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, and on it went the whole day! I took this as a sign. A sign that this is something I should explore even more!
The best part of all, before I leave this page for a while, is that I feel GOOD when I channel!
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